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FOR FILIPINO/FILIPINAS ONLY

Visa Cancellation - Check!!!

Hurray!!!! After almost a month of waiting, I got my passport back today with my visa finally cancelled. Next step....da da da da da (graduation song) is the comedy bar!!! Haha but unfortunately my gratuity hasnt been given....hmmmmm

But not to worry, Ive got back up plans...just in case they dont give it. But they will, I just know.

Lol!

Cheers!!!

Winning Moments

Jon always says NO, WHAT, THERE, OK, HAPPY, PLEASE, THANK YOU

Jon loves to sing: Barney is a dinosaur, Skip Skip, Twinkle Twinkle, I love you, Row Row

He can make simple sentences already but you have to be witty to catch it...ha ha

Where:Peekaboo (a play area in MOE) When: Friday morning

Who: 5 yr old Katrina (Brit) & My 2 yr old Jon

Katina: This is an apple

Jon: No, mango

Staff from Peekaboo: Does he speak Tagalog?

Mommy: Hahaha

(They are referring to a small yellow thingy looking fruit)

Another scene

Where:Carrefour (grocery in MOE)

When: Friday afternoon

Who: Mommy & Jon

(Jon sitting in the grocery cart. Helps Mommy by putting all the things Mommy picks up from the shelves to the cart. Mommy keeps on doing it, 1/2 Kg Beef, 1/2 Kg Beef Tail, 1/2 Kg Beef Cubes..

Jon: ENOUGHHHH MOMMMYYYYYY

Mommy: Hahahaha

(Filipina standing next to us bluntly staring at my son)

...If it was really up to me, my baby would be speaking fluent english, or at least most of the time. Sadly our present condition doesn't allow that. Its not that I don't want him to learn our own language, of course I do. Anyhow I know it would get better in time.

So done

I would like to say thank you for everybody...wahehe parang famas. Serious now, stop joking around. I made it another day, and it does seem brighter than yesterday. With this I would like to say thanks, to my the ever special persons in life, the support team that came from every walk/direction. Those who go online with just a whisk that Im not ok today, hey hey hey. Thanks for the messages again (kahit txt kahit ym ok na), thanks for sharing the sermon/wisdom (kasi oo matatanda na kayo), and thank you sa pagpaparamdam ulit ng mga (yes mga) mga taong nawalan na ng communication for maybe 5 years or more and swwwwopppp...here they are again. Sabi nga friendship doesnt need togetherness at all times. I really missed you guys and please naman stay in touch? Di na ako magmemention ng names..bato bato sa langit...ang tamaan adik! hehehe

I need a KiT-kAt

I am completely, indeniably, rediculously, in a mess. And there is no one to blame but me.

Since the moment I wake up I have tried to concentrate, focus on what I need to do. I have and I am still trying to finish whatever I can in the office, in my blog, in the forums, in my profile in friendster. I have done only 1 quotation from morning, and heck I missed out all important things, from price up to the delivery. I have tried editing my CSS over and over again, when I cant even pick a background image that I would really like to see, even if its for just today only. But I cant, I cant pick one. So I ended up with a blank theme, one with a very simple base color. Which actually made me smile. I like it. Simple and nice. And it made me realize. That's what I want to be. Simple Zam. Nice Zam.

But how yani?

No Ordinary Morning

The idea is there is none. Not really, read the 1st line, then skip the next and pakshet just dont read it. Finish.

I am sooo lost,

And its gonna damn cost..

My own stupid mind!!

But I cant let go

Not this time

I need a retreat

I want time to freeze

I want me to freeze

Class 08

Received an e-mail from someone close today discussing someone who lives in the past. I do not find his opinion wrong, but I beg to disagree. Someone I know doesnt live in the past, she might be dwelling on it but who doesn't? Its just that so many happy memories in our life happened during that time. We all wish we could go back and re-live it again but of course no technology could make that happen, just yet.

To end this I would like to salute my batchmate, Class 8!!! Miz u guys....will be planning the greatest reunion ever! Take that!

http://pugaykamay.tripod.com/id2.html

Q and ....

Oh well, although a part of me is still crying inside, I decided to make use of my very precious but nonetheless unused time in the office. Blog of course, is there anything else? I decided to put all my unanswered question today. Yes. If you have the answer, feel free to bomb it to my face. But oh well.....

- Why is it that for all people, my ever beautiful (inside and out) bestfriend is lonely until now? She is beautiful. Big and Tall. And Beautiful. I dont see the reasons why she wouldnt click with a guy. She is so cool. But she still alone. Why? At this stage, I call to her prince charming, wherever you are.

- Why do I keep on feeling/thinking that Im still missing out on something, when I have everything I could actually yearn about!

- What is the thin line difference of flirting and just being friendly?

- Why is that when Im actually convince Im strong enough, the devil gets the best of me.

- Why do I have to fall in love with all those blogs I see everyday, articles written by some I know some I dont, and when I try to do it myself, Im hundred miles from being not boring. And yet I continue writing. Why?

Little princess

If your not in the mood for drama, skip this page. It is a letter for someone very important to me. Sadly I dont think I have the guts to send it to him. He doesnt have e-mail. And I dont think he will ever see this blog.

Dear you,

Im feeling numb, it's sad, just sad. Of all the people who wants me to be out of their life, it has to be you. I have gone years hating your previous significant other for the purpose of consoling you and hope to make you realize your not alone, but what? you push me again.

Believe it or not, I tried so hard to hate her. Somebody used to ask me how is she, and I will answer back, she's dead. Period. Completely flushed out of my system.

But things change, I had to move on. Im sorry your still stuck on your anger but Im not. Do not think I do not love you or that I betrayed you for accepting her in my life again but I have to. I could not trust anybody else but her. Why cant I have the freedom to love the two of you? What your doing is not easy for me. Your making me regret my actions in the past 3 years of my life. I need you to be there for me, to let me know I can make this work out and I wont mistake the same mistake both of you did.

Please come back to me.

Love,

Little Princess

Family

- The basic unit of the society.

- The part of your personality you cannot change.

- Reasons for living.

Moments

I almost wished we were on the super high-tech era where even certain moments can be stored in a USB.

It was late night, my baby and I were looking for a goody night cartoons to watch online. When suddenly my baby saw the wound in my hand. He said:

mommy, o sugat, Jon Jon din same sugat (pointing to his finger)...laba mommy, sugat... wawa, mommy no laba...jonjon only

Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....I hugged him so tight, I'm about to melt, my heart did.

For those who couldn't understand what he said, it's ok. You will have your turn. hehehe

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Boring...boring...boring....today is such a lousy day! My laptop's desktop....thanks for the text twist gift from yahoo....for free...hehehe try it! o di bah nagadvertise pa....shemas! borrring!!

SATC - give me a break please (revision 2)

Since the 1st episode was aired in HBO, I was hooked in the series! They basically shaped my Wednesday night,with Nova and Sarsi. After the last season was out, I never stopped wishing they would be convinced to make a come back episode, or at least something with the girls. And they did! Again few years I had to wait for it to happen, but it did. Then these news:

http://www.gulfnews.com/tabloid/Cinema/10216750.html

http://www.ahlanlive.com/3435-no-sex-in-the-city

Contradicting these two newspapers might have, they have something in common. The feeling that the movie will not be shown in Dubai or anywhere near UAE.

I now summon the power of the Narnians, joke...sorry if my sense of humor doesnt work anymore. I just feel really sad and sick that I might not have the chance to watch this in cinema. Are they playing the conservative card again? Or are they really just plain dumb?

SATC the movie - Give me a break pleaseeee!

I have been a fan of Sex and the city since the 1st episode aired in HBO. It took years of wishful thinking that there would be another episode after the final season was aired. And then there was the gossip that the girls finally agreed to make a get together, and this time its gonna be a movie. But years counted before it came into reality. And how's that for the fans?Waiting in vain.

Now thats finally showed in the USA and Asia, here are two contradicting news:

www.gulfnews.com/tabloid/Cinema/10216750.html

http://www.ahlanlive.com/3435-no-sex-in-the-city

I now summon the power of the Narnians, ehehe...Seriously if anyone who reads this is connected to the "Filiming authorities" in UAE, please do understand the film is not really beyond it's bounderies. The title may say different but it is true. Please watch the film carefully before making wrong decision. This series shaped my entire young adult life! LOL

SATC the movie - Give me a break pleaseeee!

I am a fanatic of Sex and the City from day 1 it was showed in HBO. After years of waiting for the movie, TO DATE, there is no clear news if it will be shown in Dubai.

Check this two contradicting news:

http://www.gulfnews.com/tabloid/Cinema/10216750.html

http://www.ahlanlive.com/3435-no-sex-in-the-city

Waaaa...I now summon the the power of Narnians!! hehe....serisouly Oh my, please whoever is connected to the "Film Classification Office" make them understand the film is not really out of its boundery. Although downloading is an option, its still best to watch in theatres! Yeah right!!!

When it rains, it rains!

Today is such an overwhelming day for me! I haven't felt this feeling for quite a long time and to be honest I missed it. Funny, I find it, that in less than two hours sitting and chit-chatting with total strangers made me realized how Im so blessed and how I have developed myself in the last three years, career wise. I cannot go to the nitty gritty details now but I would love to say it to the whole wide world in the very near future, I do hope it will be in the next couple of days....these are all blessing from above and I believe I did my best....with GOD's willing....let HIS will be done.

My Soul trip...

" It's so hard to believe, That everything you see is different
From the things that you've been told, I wanted life to be this way
Just a little bit of love could mean so much"

"Time after time , nothing that I can do , Knowing your ways , and loving your ways
But not getting through at all, Day after day , leaving the past behind... Coming to terms with stitches and burns and Learning to fly again...

I don't want to see you anymore, Don't want to be the one to play your game
Not even if you smile, your sweetest smile , Not even if you beg me darling please "

"Adia I do believe I failed you
Adia I know I let you down
Don’t you know I tried so hard
To love you in my way
It’s easy let it go..."

Addiction - how do you deal with it?

Well I know there are several levels of addiction and a tons of things/tangible/non-tangible stuff to be addicted with, but how do you really get rid of an addiction? I cannot remember of any means of how to really remove it from your system...mine just usually wears off...I fall out of interest.

Anyhow some of the things I am currently or still addicted to are:

- Chocolates

- TV Series (Smallville, Desperate Housewives, Maging Sino Ka Man Book 1, 2 not yet released)

- Friendster, Multiply, Gmail, Yahoo, damn.

- Purefoods corned beef

- Lucky Me Instant Noodles (hot hot super hot)

- A certain bug in my work laptop. (I swear when it comes to printing a word doc, it hangs before you can even print it. So ensure to save it first, or you'll lose it all, just like that. And believe it or not,its irritating but Im addicted?!? ! Im totally into it. When Im typing in my personal laptop, it just doesnt feel the same and thus I will not continue in using it. )

- Playing Snake (yeah I know I know)

- Worst of all, wacking myself again and again. You dont get it? Good. Hi hi hi...

Confused...

- My visa is about to expire.

- The next profit sharing might be after 3 months.

- My driving test is scheduled in 2 weeks.

- My overheads are way upppp upppp and away!!!

WHEN IS THE BEST TIMING TO MOVE TO ANOTHER JOB????

Manila Ocean Park

If others have green thumb, I think I have blue..hehe What I'm really trying to say is if others can cultivate plants, I can do the same but with animals. Ive done that with dogs, birds, and my top most favorite, the fish!

Among all the sites we have visited in our 2 hort vacation this year, the most interesting place is the Manila Ocean Park. Contrary to my belief that no animal should be taken from the wild, sad to say this is our only chance for now to experience the ocean wild life upfront and personal. My 2 yrs old baby enjoyed this as much as everyone else, therefore I really recommend to all of my friends to visit Manila Ocean Park. You can check their website also.

In a few day's time, we will be able to visit that of Singapore. Let me comment on the comparison after that.