The Art of Moving On

This is not a break up blog. Hehe.

The roman gods are finally pleased with me, they granted a long time wish of mine, to move to a place where it's just me, my husband and my baby. It's going to happen on Monday!!! (Clap clap clap) I sure hope this clears out everything toxic in my system. Somebody asked me how many times did we move for the past 3 years in Dubai, let me count thee:

1. Al Baraha (Alys)

2. Satwa

3. Al Karama

4. Al Baraha

5. Al Rigga

6. Naif

7. Al Baraha

8. Hamriyah

9. Al Ghusais

To answer that, Al Rashidiya is the 10th place in Dubai.

And yes, this is normal in Dubai.

Happiness....and all that

Who knows the meaning? Real meaning? Do you? Can you share it to me please? The material things can't buy me happiness that's for sure.

Im in the point of pondering on what on earth can my problem be. I feel lonely, when in fact Im not alone. Others say I have everything I can ask for in front of me but I just need to appreciate it. The world is still in it's proper order, the sun still comes up in the morning, darkness creeps in at night.

If there is a code to decipher what exactly Im into right now, can anybody share it please?

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Visa Cancellation - Check!!!

Hurray!!!! After almost a month of waiting, I got my passport back today with my visa finally cancelled. Next step....da da da da da (graduation song) is the comedy bar!!! Haha but unfortunately my gratuity hasnt been given....hmmmmm

But not to worry, Ive got back up plans...just in case they dont give it. But they will, I just know.

Lol!

Cheers!!!

Winning Moments

Jon always says NO, WHAT, THERE, OK, HAPPY, PLEASE, THANK YOU

Jon loves to sing: Barney is a dinosaur, Skip Skip, Twinkle Twinkle, I love you, Row Row

He can make simple sentences already but you have to be witty to catch it...ha ha

Where:Peekaboo (a play area in MOE) When: Friday morning

Who: 5 yr old Katrina (Brit) & My 2 yr old Jon

Katina: This is an apple

Jon: No, mango

Staff from Peekaboo: Does he speak Tagalog?

Mommy: Hahaha

(They are referring to a small yellow thingy looking fruit)

Another scene

Where:Carrefour (grocery in MOE)

When: Friday afternoon

Who: Mommy & Jon

(Jon sitting in the grocery cart. Helps Mommy by putting all the things Mommy picks up from the shelves to the cart. Mommy keeps on doing it, 1/2 Kg Beef, 1/2 Kg Beef Tail, 1/2 Kg Beef Cubes..

Jon: ENOUGHHHH MOMMMYYYYYY

Mommy: Hahahaha

(Filipina standing next to us bluntly staring at my son)

...If it was really up to me, my baby would be speaking fluent english, or at least most of the time. Sadly our present condition doesn't allow that. Its not that I don't want him to learn our own language, of course I do. Anyhow I know it would get better in time.

So done

I would like to say thank you for everybody...wahehe parang famas. Serious now, stop joking around. I made it another day, and it does seem brighter than yesterday. With this I would like to say thanks, to my the ever special persons in life, the support team that came from every walk/direction. Those who go online with just a whisk that Im not ok today, hey hey hey. Thanks for the messages again (kahit txt kahit ym ok na), thanks for sharing the sermon/wisdom (kasi oo matatanda na kayo), and thank you sa pagpaparamdam ulit ng mga (yes mga) mga taong nawalan na ng communication for maybe 5 years or more and swwwwopppp...here they are again. Sabi nga friendship doesnt need togetherness at all times. I really missed you guys and please naman stay in touch? Di na ako magmemention ng names..bato bato sa langit...ang tamaan adik! hehehe

I need a KiT-kAt

I am completely, indeniably, rediculously, in a mess. And there is no one to blame but me.

Since the moment I wake up I have tried to concentrate, focus on what I need to do. I have and I am still trying to finish whatever I can in the office, in my blog, in the forums, in my profile in friendster. I have done only 1 quotation from morning, and heck I missed out all important things, from price up to the delivery. I have tried editing my CSS over and over again, when I cant even pick a background image that I would really like to see, even if its for just today only. But I cant, I cant pick one. So I ended up with a blank theme, one with a very simple base color. Which actually made me smile. I like it. Simple and nice. And it made me realize. That's what I want to be. Simple Zam. Nice Zam.

But how yani?

No Ordinary Morning

The idea is there is none. Not really, read the 1st line, then skip the next and pakshet just dont read it. Finish.

I am sooo lost,

And its gonna damn cost..

My own stupid mind!!

But I cant let go

Not this time

I need a retreat

I want time to freeze

I want me to freeze

Class 08

Received an e-mail from someone close today discussing someone who lives in the past. I do not find his opinion wrong, but I beg to disagree. Someone I know doesnt live in the past, she might be dwelling on it but who doesn't? Its just that so many happy memories in our life happened during that time. We all wish we could go back and re-live it again but of course no technology could make that happen, just yet.

To end this I would like to salute my batchmate, Class 8!!! Miz u guys....will be planning the greatest reunion ever! Take that!

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Q and ....

Oh well, although a part of me is still crying inside, I decided to make use of my very precious but nonetheless unused time in the office. Blog of course, is there anything else? I decided to put all my unanswered question today. Yes. If you have the answer, feel free to bomb it to my face. But oh well.....

- Why is it that for all people, my ever beautiful (inside and out) bestfriend is lonely until now? She is beautiful. Big and Tall. And Beautiful. I dont see the reasons why she wouldnt click with a guy. She is so cool. But she still alone. Why? At this stage, I call to her prince charming, wherever you are.

- Why do I keep on feeling/thinking that Im still missing out on something, when I have everything I could actually yearn about!

- What is the thin line difference of flirting and just being friendly?

- Why is that when Im actually convince Im strong enough, the devil gets the best of me.

- Why do I have to fall in love with all those blogs I see everyday, articles written by some I know some I dont, and when I try to do it myself, Im hundred miles from being not boring. And yet I continue writing. Why?

Little princess

If your not in the mood for drama, skip this page. It is a letter for someone very important to me. Sadly I dont think I have the guts to send it to him. He doesnt have e-mail. And I dont think he will ever see this blog.

Dear you,

Im feeling numb, it's sad, just sad. Of all the people who wants me to be out of their life, it has to be you. I have gone years hating your previous significant other for the purpose of consoling you and hope to make you realize your not alone, but what? you push me again.

Believe it or not, I tried so hard to hate her. Somebody used to ask me how is she, and I will answer back, she's dead. Period. Completely flushed out of my system.

But things change, I had to move on. Im sorry your still stuck on your anger but Im not. Do not think I do not love you or that I betrayed you for accepting her in my life again but I have to. I could not trust anybody else but her. Why cant I have the freedom to love the two of you? What your doing is not easy for me. Your making me regret my actions in the past 3 years of my life. I need you to be there for me, to let me know I can make this work out and I wont mistake the same mistake both of you did.

Please come back to me.

Love,

Little Princess

Family

- The basic unit of the society.

- The part of your personality you cannot change.

- Reasons for living.

Moments

I almost wished we were on the super high-tech era where even certain moments can be stored in a USB.

It was late night, my baby and I were looking for a goody night cartoons to watch online. When suddenly my baby saw the wound in my hand. He said:

mommy, o sugat, Jon Jon din same sugat (pointing to his finger)...laba mommy, sugat... wawa, mommy no laba...jonjon only

Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....I hugged him so tight, I'm about to melt, my heart did.

For those who couldn't understand what he said, it's ok. You will have your turn. hehehe

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Boring...boring...boring....today is such a lousy day! My laptop's desktop....thanks for the text twist gift from yahoo....for free...hehehe try it! o di bah nagadvertise pa....shemas! borrring!!